Hey everyone I really don’t know how to start this post. I’m sitting here for 15 minutes now, staring at the white screen in front of me and still the words don’t seem to come. I was actually planning to publish a different post today, but due to the circumstances I’m writing these lines. I don’t want to reveal too much since it is something very personal and private, but who knows, maybe writing might even help a little bit. I woke up this morning to find that my pet, a little hamster, has died. It was absolutely unexpected, she seemed to be totally fine during the last days and…